WARNING! Rant ahead…seriously in my feeling but it’s time to self-assess and have a real conversation with myself. I’m getting older and things are becoming clear to me. Everything thing in my life is changing and I didn’t realize how much of a change occurred. As an adult, you are not aware that you are maturing. It sneaks up on you and you don’t know things are changing until one day it finally hits you.
Earlier, I was looking at the pics from my last post and I was looking at the mistakes I made in my eye look. I am not satisfied with how it turned out. More importantly, I realized I do not like my makeup that way anymore. I do not know if it is because makeup applications are changing or if it is my age. I just realized that makeup with a visible highlight color is not for me anymore.
I realized it is not just my makeup taste that is changing. It is clothing, where I go and people I choose to allow in my space. You can say it comes with maturing, but I’m interested to know the final product of the person I am growing into and becoming.
Maybe, it is the change of scenery that has also caused a change in me. I know I am not satisfied with how long it is taking me to complete my Masters. It seems like every time I get going well and get back into the swing of things, I get sick or have a car accident. There have been a number of setbacks; however, I will admit I have almost finished with school and only four or five classes left along with my internship. I cannot complain too bad because I have only been in school for two and a half years. Granted, that’s how long the program is supposed to take in total. However, I feel like moving is yet another setback because it has forced me to take time off school for a bit.
Everything is changing for me. I guess I can tell you to buckle up and enjoy the ride with me. This should be interesting.
Are there any changes going on in your life that you are noticing and preparing for to happen? Are you not satisfied with your progress?